Girls are basically materialistic. Can't deny that. It pisses me off when I see that. I got nothing. I got nothing in my life. All I can give is my life as it is, a promise that I will never break your heart and all my loving devotion. I got no riches, I got no looks, I got nothing, I got NOTHING. All I have is my heart to give.
I can promise you this, I will not have another in my life if I have you. If I go out with you, I will only focus on you and you alone. You will be the world to me. A promise that I will never cheat on you, a promise that I will love you whole heartedly.
All I want in return is the same as what I can give. That you will not cheat on me, that you will place me first instead of as a last choice. If you can't love me anymore, then break the news gently to me because my heart is fragile and have many scars. Another scar to it will not do much but my broken heart takes a long time to heal. Please girl, break the news to me gently if you can't love me.
To have false hope and false dreams through out my life is sadness without limits. The pain and sadness that comes from it hurts. To find out last when everyone else knows is even worse. To keep me with all these false hopes and dreams, what were you thinking? Tell me first instead of last. Don't you find it awkward that you have to hide the truth from me all this time? To keep me hoping and thinking that everything is fine, I feel cheated. I truly do.
Still I thank you for what our relationship would have become, for letting me have hopes and dreams, even though it was for a short while. I don't want leftovers. Sorry, but I don't think I can love you anymore. What love I have is all gone. What could you know if you never even gave me a chance to show you my love, when you never even thought about me first. I was willing and was prepared to give my all to you. How much love I still have in my heart, it was all yours. You didn't even gave me a chance.
I don't have much love, I received even less when I grew up. What love I received as I grew up is stored. When I grew up, I start to use up what love I have untill it was depleted. I stop loving once. I began to received love recently and I started to store up on love again but now it's all gone. How can a person love when there is no love in that person? I got NOTHING. I got NO LOVE. I got NOTHING.
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