Its so fast and furious yo ....

Went to watch fast five with the front office team today. Nabil, Charmian, Sam, Andy, Sui Aing and Sui Aing friend 1 ,2 and 3. Did not get their name though. Hmm... actually, I wasn't introduced to them also. Haha.
I arrived kinda early at Gurney Plaza today around 5pm and had McD for dinner, an early dinner. It's been a while since I ate McD actually. Didn't know that it came with sundae and also a glass. Hmm.... had a hard time trying to finish a large Mcvalue meal. haha. After that I went to popular book store to look at some anime when I received a call from Charmian asking me to go down to Chilli's. I thought that maybe just go down there to lepak then ok lor... Boy, was it a big mistake. The moment I reached there, I had to down a bottle of Stella Artois. I then thought that it will end there but big mistake again. It continued with Captain Morgan and then with Glenfidditch. By that time, I could feel the damage already. It's too late to do anything, anymore. Even sms-ed Sui Aing for help but no rescue came. Lol.
After that, me and Nabil accompanied Charmian to shop for her shoes. Me with my red face, shopping for ladies shoe, imagine that. Haha. Went to popular again after that to shop for some anime. Then we went up to the cinema.
We actually missed out the begining of the movie because we entered 5 minutes late. Haiz ~~~ from what I heard it was an interesting part. Well, will juz have to wait for the DVD to come out then. Through out the movie, I was juz hang only but I didn't fall asleep unlike Charmian and Nabil. Charmian fell asleep somewhere in the mid of the movie and woke up in time for the ending while Nabil, fell asleep at the ending and missed out the whole ending, he only manage to wake up to catch the ending credits. Lol.
After the movie, we each said good bye to each other, and went our separate ways.

Boring bo wing boing bong...

Recently, I started to do some exercise again. Mainly doing push-ups. The first 2 days really hurt cos it has been years since I really did any serious push-ups. I started with 10 push-ups times 4 reps the first day and suffered the consequences of pain for the next 3 days. Serves me right. Now, I can do 20 push-ups times 3 reps. Soon I will be able to do 30 push-ups times 3 reps. My target is to maintain at 30 push-ups times 3 reps, two times a day. Once I am able to do that, I will work on my ugly looking belly. Sit-ups will be just fine. My target will be 20 bicycle sit-ups times 2 reps, two times a day. It will take me months of training to get back in shape but its never too late to start. My target will be 6 months to get back in shape because there is no shortcut in life, with patience and constant training, will come perfection. Spend 2 hours a day on my workout and i will definately be back in shape in 6 months. Good Luck and Good Training to me. See ya in 6 months.

Psalm 17:4-5 - Though people tried to bribe me, I have kept myself from the ways of the violent through what your lips have commanded. My steps have held to your path; my feet have not stumbled.

Fast Five

This Thursday 5th of May, me and the Front Office Team will be going for a movie outing. It's Fast Five. I have heard a lot about it and have been an avid fan since "the fast and the furious" first came out. Actually it was before that. I became a fan since I first watched the "Initial D" anime at a place called Matrix Net or Mnet for short. It was there that I was introduced to the world of modified cars. That was more than 10 years ago. I can still remember the time when me and the dudes went for all the sprint tests, drifts, races, both legal and illegal. Those were the days. It also got me hooked on games such as Grand tourismo, Need for Speed: underground, and many more. For me, speed is the answer for all my stress. Right now, my antidote for stress is killing zombies.

Try this equation,

CBR900RR + Christmas day + 4am + 260km/h + Penang Bridge = the most thrilling time of my life.

But that was a long time ago. Now I am more timid and do such things no more. Old man already, have to rest more. Ha ha.

Psalms 10:10-11 - His victims are crushed, they collapse; they fall under his strenght. He says to himself, "God will never notice, he covers his face and never sees. "

Proverbs 10:27 - The fear of the LORD adds lenght to life, but the years of the wicked are cut short.

Santuary

All of us look for a sanctuary where we can be safe in. Not all of us find that sanctuary. We may search for it but will we ever find a place wehere we belong? That is the question that bothers me ....

Everywhere I go, I somehow feel like I don't belong there. I cannot find a group of people whom I feel that I belong to. Always there is something missing, and most of the time, I don't know what it is. I always felt left out, like people are avoiding me .... coz I am weird? I guess that should be the reason. Weirdness is in me. Let's just put it that I have craaazzzzyyyy eyes. LOL.

I shall ask, I shall seek and when I have found my sanctuary, I will knock on it's door and I will be welcomed as a fellow brother, a friend, a husband, a son and a father.

Matthew 7:7 - "ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find it; knock and the door will be opened to you." - Bible (NIV)

150710 - Predators in Gurney Plaza

I actually didn't feel like going to watch the movie last night but a sudden urge to go watch movie came up and I went. I have to admit that going for movies with the guys and 1 gal from hard rock is very interesting. Haven't had that type of companionship for a while.
I used to do that all the time last time with the dudes back in hometown but since I started in hard rock, I haven't been hanging out with them a lot. Well, I got to concentrate on work and my working hours is not compatible with theirs.
Overall the movie was quite interesting, the plot was ok, and the action scenes was fast pased and cool. Reminds me of the first predator movie. The Arnold Susah-nak-eja one.

130710 - The Quest : Operation Gurney Plaza

I failed, I failed miserably. I went on a quest and I failed that quest. Now I have to suffer the consequences of my failure by having a piece of meat stuck between my teeth and no ammount of effort can dislodge it. No brushing can remove, no toothpick is flexible enough or the right size to fit in between my teeth to remove it. Only a certain component of a swiss army knife can do that and I can't find a swiss army knife in Gurney Plaza. I have failed my quest. I lost my special swiss army knife at work and now I have to suffer the consequences of losing it. I am a carefull person and I have no idea how I lost it. Where can I find a replacement for it? Where in Penang can I find a shop that sells swiss army knife? I have absolutely no idea.

Next up: The quest part 2: Operation KOMTAR.

030710 - another day another sad news

Girls are basically materialistic. Can't deny that. It pisses me off when I see that. I got nothing. I got nothing in my life. All I can give is my life as it is, a promise that I will never break your heart and all my loving devotion. I got no riches, I got no looks, I got nothing, I got NOTHING. All I have is my heart to give.

I can promise you this, I will not have another in my life if I have you. If I go out with you, I will only focus on you and you alone. You will be the world to me. A promise that I will never cheat on you, a promise that I will love you whole heartedly.

All I want in return is the same as what I can give. That you will not cheat on me, that you will place me first instead of as a last choice. If you can't love me anymore, then break the news gently to me because my heart is fragile and have many scars. Another scar to it will not do much but my broken heart takes a long time to heal. Please girl, break the news to me gently if you can't love me.

To have false hope and false dreams through out my life is sadness without limits. The pain and sadness that comes from it hurts. To find out last when everyone else knows is even worse. To keep me with all these false hopes and dreams, what were you thinking? Tell me first instead of last. Don't you find it awkward that you have to hide the truth from me all this time? To keep me hoping and thinking that everything is fine, I feel cheated. I truly do.

Still I thank you for what our relationship would have become, for letting me have hopes and dreams, even though it was for a short while. I don't want leftovers. Sorry, but I don't think I can love you anymore. What love I have is all gone. What could you know if you never even gave me a chance to show you my love, when you never even thought about me first. I was willing and was prepared to give my all to you. How much love I still have in my heart, it was all yours. You didn't even gave me a chance.

I don't have much love, I received even less when I grew up. What love I received as I grew up is stored. When I grew up, I start to use up what love I have untill it was depleted. I stop loving once. I began to received love recently and I started to store up on love again but now it's all gone. How can a person love when there is no love in that person? I got NOTHING. I got NO LOVE. I got NOTHING.

19610 - the time is now, the place is here

Sometimes, we just walk along a path and many path appears in front of us. Which is the correct path for us to walk on? Many paths will lead us away from the one true path. Will we choose the right one or the wrong one? When multiple choices appear in front of us and only one path is the correct one, how do we choose?
For me right now, the time is now and the place is right here. I have many choices in front of me and many paths in front of me. Can I make the right desicion and the correct choice that will not lead me down the worng path? The choices are very tempting ....

170610 - Another new day after my break

"The sun is shining and my eyes are blurry,
Keep the sun out of my eyes so that I can sleep more. I want to sleep more but the sun is shining into my eyes. Shut the curtain you fool and stop complaining about the sun.
I have to get up and go to work but I want to rest more. I need to rest more. Get a grip of your life dude and get up and get to work." - some messed up early morning ravings by me.

Life in front office reception is so cool. I mean hot. haha. The pressure and the heat that we face is just fantastic. The things that we do, nobody knows, only we know. We face the heat from the guest and so we implement HEAT to counter it. I love serving people. Going the extra mile and giving kick ass service to the guest, I mean our fans. Sometimes I don't know where the time goes, it passes so fast that I sometime complain I got so little time to do all the work. Love it!!!!
Will be facing more fire and heat later. The show must go on!!!!!

"Can someone, anyone just love me? Coz I ain't got no love, I ain't got no love baby~~~"